November 07, 2014


rumour has it the aussie bro can do no wrong. i need to see this man live.

November 04, 2014

Lack of passion is fatal.

i posted this quote on my ig a while ago, which was exactly what's going on w my life right now. no aim, no fire, and obviously i'm not satisfied with how i'm living my life right now. "go find your passion", "do it with passion or not at all" - two quotes that i come across so damn often but how do i even when i cant find that burning passion??! this shit has been pressurizing me and the irony is that passion should be a motivation instead of pressure. that's what i know at least. in the context of both work and school, i find myself stuck in this long term game of trial and error. defo not the best person to give any career advice at the moment because i'm basically spending majority of my waking hours working for people i dont like, a company that i dont care about and of course doing things i dont even enjoy. will still continue my education, i've got less than a year to go, so i literally dont have a choice. been slogging at work so hard just to fund my school fees so i wont be that dumb to quit, btw i dont quit things easily either. i always have huge aspirations about myself, i believe i can do more than just all of this shit work i'm doing right now. in my twenties, yet still trying to figure what i am put on this planet to do. i'm probably taking way too long than i should. i swear, when i find it, no matter what it is - i'm damn prepared to chase after it hard and go do it with all fierceness. i need to find that enthusiasm and what exactly keeps me awake and gets me up every morning, instead of drowning into misery and feeling unfulfilled about every damn thing - that's unhealthy. not gonna fall short in my expectations for myself. never. this is my life and i'm the only one in control of it, right? i hope i'll be able to discover the beauty of life again, and eventually build a life worth living.

"Life is going to throw you some major shit – so hold on. 
Keep your head above the water."

October 11, 2014

Won't you be my sunshine?

come on waste of all my precious time, your sweet smile is always on my mind, won't you be my sunshine?

thankyou spotify, thankyou fifa15 playlist. heard this one few weeks ago when i was shopping alone at h&m, oh baby loveeeee it so much i was dancing in front of the mirror i dont care, yay now i found chuuuu!!!

i've obvs lose the blogging momentum and i'm just trying to figure out this whole blogging thing again. i wont sell myself out but i do feel like just deleting a whole part of my life online, away. just like my instagram, i've removed about 200+ photos altogether gradually. i take really ugly photos, why the fuck did i post them up?! can never understand myself. can never be satisfied. but i still need a site of my own though, so i probably have to tidy up this space after my exams next week. i hate to say this, but i have to do it again: #fuckwork!!!!

Remind yourself that you don’t have to do what everyone else is doing.

October 02, 2014

Kid smoking experiment

i'm fine with smoking but this was pretty good. people actually realise how bad smoking is for them, but well it's an addiction for a reason. for those who just wanted to get free pack of cigs, "matter of fact let me have those" lol good for you.

September 23, 2014


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dined at paddington house of pancakes sometime back, had the OSLO which is smoked salmon scrambled eggs and mashed potato pancakes - super filling....... needless to say i only managed to clear them eggs and smoked salmon. we shared the minnesota (flapjacks) as well as the belgium style fries and wedges which was pretty awesome. love the quote hanging on the walls, which is one of my all time goals.

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PPP aka pre penang planning w shwen at november 8. mediocre waffles but defo great place to chill. shall upload some penang wall murals and snaps when i have the time.

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panjang people understands. the famous kkm a.k.a ke kou mian. the soup... holy. just something special about these instant noos. hehe dined w my fake cap americaaa, but ily ily ily.

so last week, i decided to sit for my first ever work related exam. i know people working in the bank and the financial industry have to take lots of papers and that's not something new, but well i procrastinated for one entire year, so i count it as a small achievement. somehow. okay, at least to make myself feel a little bit more awesome LOL. it was actually quite alright, surprisingly, given that i have no related knowledge at all. i probably should take more papers, who knows they might help me in the future.

September 18, 2014

12 Characteristics Of A Horrible Boss:


btw, work is not frightful for me. it's fucking dreadful. working with a self centered superior who teaches you how to push the blame when he himself is in the wrong, defo not the kind of thing i want to gain from this journey. cant believe i survived for a year already, wow #oneyear'saslave. ah........ fuck work.

September 09, 2014

Do not waste your time planning your future.
Experience what you have for as long as you have it.
Seize the opportunity.

September 03, 2014

If I Stay,

catching this tonight c/o hotfm once again - i think it's my third movie treat from them. but no complaints! teared up just watching the trailer, how am i going to survive the movie?

August 22, 2014

High all the time to keep you off my mind,

You're gone and I got to stay high
All the time to keep you off my mind
High all the time to keep you off my mind
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe, I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life to forget I'm missing you

ball face. very round indeed.

heading to penang tomorrow w @lishwen
we are so gonna grow some tums xxx

August 15, 2014

Nutella Stuffed Brioche French Toast

made this glorious breakfast for sean and myself last weekend, only because donal skehan mentioned that my partner will love me more and treat me well the whole weekend if i made this (hahahaha) went on to make extra portions for sean's parents *hope it works* hhaha well i think food bribery is actually effective most of the time. and check donal skehan out, he is an absolute dreamboat.

and holy shit, who doenst love nutella? fuck them calorie count.

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serves 2
2 large eggs
60ml milk
1 tsp vanilla extract
nutella, for filling 4 large slices of brioche
1 tbsp softened butter
icing sugar, for dusting

for the sweet berry sauce:
100g frozen berries
1 tbsp caster sugar

to make the sweet berry sauce, place the berries and caster sugar in a small saucepan with 50ml of water. bring the mixture to a steady simmer and cook until the berries are soft. blitz with a hand-held blender or mash with a fork.

in a large flat dish, whisk together the eggs, milk and vanilla extract. spread the nutella on each slice of brioche and then make two sandwiches.

melt the butter in a large frying pan over a medium-high heat until it is foaming. soak the brioche sandwiches in the eggs and milk and place straight in the pan to cook for 2–3 minutes on either side until golden.

remove from the pan and slice in two. place on two warmed serving plates and drizzle with the berry sauce and dust over the icing sugar.

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you could substitute the brioche away with just normal white bread or your choice of bread. but i'll recommend you to go with brioche (friends from singapore, you can get it at swissbake or tiong bahru bakery) sweet bread worked so fine.

get the full recipe here.
watch the video recipe here.